Sunday, September 30, 2007

Somebody love's my blog

The weather outside it a bit windy and I really hope I can post this before I lost electricity. Isn’t good that somebody loves my blog. Yepeyyyy…Emmyrose just give me this award I am really grateful to her. Thank you very much for this award....
I will share this award to the following blog i love.
Krung of Krungster i just love her pinky layout
Francine of La Place de Cherie
i have lot of blog that i love but this is for now cos i might lost the elecricity.hehehehe...
Anyway I am unhappy today simply because I and my love had a fight. I feel really tired after our chat. I know we will handle this fight good like on our previous argument. And again I apologized if I can’t tell the reason why we fight.hehehehe….it is again one of my blog secret. Anyway did sent him e-mail saying hello and hoping he is okay now and I sent the e-mail with some of the url of possible house that will suit to our budget. And I really hope we can solve this house problem before this coming week end. I just can’t explain how I want to be with my love. It’s been a long time since we plan about living together and I not want any delay again.

Saturday, September 29, 2007

the interview with GOD

I am browsing on my friendster group discussion and saw this new topic posted by a member named Jonaliza. The title it self grasp my attention so I hurriedly click the link that she put in her topic. While watching the video I really can not explain how I feel but for sure it was a great feeling. It’s sad to affirm that sometimes we stop thinking about our GOD. The presentation is great as well the photos. But what is better in this presentation is the message that the person behind this presentation wants it to share to the viewer. It really touches my heart. I can say that this is the most stunning and inspirational website I saw in the World Wide Web. The link is here The Interview with God. Enjoy watching.....

Friday, September 28, 2007

six weird things 'bout me

Tagged by Liza hooohh... this is my first tag since i start blogging..hehehehe..thanks Liza for this tagged.

i am tagging Femikey,Rebecca,Merydith,Ester,Trinity , Bless

Instruction:Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

1. i buy take care french fries and sprite float in McDonald and eat it in the jeep on my way home ( i dont know why i dont like to eat at McDo)

2.i cry when i watch touching movie and tounching stories.

3. i'm a crying lady. i cry when i watch good movie and good stoties

4. my phone inbox memory is almost full cof my love's sms.hehehehe

5. i cant sleep without a blanket.

6. i always have p***y l****r on my bag.harharhar....(girly thing)

Thursday, September 27, 2007

lazyyyy beee...

Yes you read it right... i am too lazy to update for the fast few days. although i do visit to check my tagboard but i dont have enough courage to post a new topic.shame on me.....i am a but busy too trying to update my new site. I need to do some editing since i change the font of other page which i break the rule on the theme.huhuhu..... great thing i had it back now. i promise before i will post the URL before the end of this week. i will also using new sigtag here as my signature which rebecca made for me. hope i will also manage to put it now.hehehehe....
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Sunday, September 23, 2007

lose my love while chatting

Heyahhh.. it's not a real great Sunday for me. I am chatting to my love then I lost him. I waited for few minutes cos I am thinking he might lose connection. After waiting for few minutes I decide to call him and his phone is bad so I can not hear what he is saying. I only knew what happen when he sends me sms saying his pc is down and he need to bring it to repair shop.huhuhu… hope his pc will be okay soon. I just miss him that I hate not seeing him again for long time. My internet provider technician came to check my connection cos it’s been crazy since last night. Hope it will be okay too…

Saturday, September 22, 2007

happy ....

Hi all….marked this day as one of my happiest day although not really the happiest day cos my son is still sick but important is he is better than tomorrow. He did not vomit today and last night though he always wakes up us its okay. Whooaahh last night I received a call from Gvendur I am not really expecting his call since I know he will be home today. He just surprised me when he said he will see me after 2 minutes.hehehe… I could not think of a word that can express how happy I am when I see him on cam. I am looking forward for our next chat later today.hehehe… FYI my new website is almost done. I did post my first entry using WP. But apologize can’t gave the URL address this time. I need to wait until it is fully done.hehehehe…..

Friday, September 21, 2007

Its TGIF come rejoice with me..

Woahhh…its TGIF and tomorrow it’s off for my nephew’s class so I don’t need to wake up early. My day start very early my son wakes me up to asked for water. The clock says its 4:50 in the morning and since I need to prepare breakfast for my nephew I decided not to go back to sleep Im afraid I will over sleep. Hehehehe.. So might as well do the laundry early in the morning and try to be done before 10 o’clock so I can chat with Ladyjbaers who offered a help for my new website. Finally I am done with the laundry and I immediately open my puter to check my inbox and saw Lolli’s name. It made me energized knowing it would be a response of my application to host my new site. And bingo my application is approved at Ladyjbaers do the installing of WP and fixing my SQL and in an hour my WP is done. She showed me the header of my theme and I love it. Really…it’s a bear that have a big mouth with a wings sitting and flying in the clouds. I am excited for the grand opening of this new site. She will try to finish my theme tomorrow so I can put what I want to put on my site. Mainly because it’s I will see my love tomorrow.woahhh….. it’s almost a month since I last saw him. Words can’t explain how I miss and longing for him. I miss the way he tease me, his smile, his blue eyes, hehehehe… but I not miss the LQ lol…

Thursday, September 20, 2007

random thoughts..

I haven’t received any sms and call from my love. huhuhu..I blame that for the bad connection I just wish he can phone me later today. Miss him so much... This morning I search about word press tutorial again. I really want to know how to use WP on my website. Until I arrive at this group on yahoo about word press. Without having a second thought I join this word press magic. And I had a chance to chat to a very nice member ladyjbaers. She promises me to help build a site on word press and do some tutorial .Yeppeeyy at last I will have a new website. But of course not until Lolli of approve my application for her free web hosting. We will start building my website as soon as Lolli approve my application. I am done with my homework which is to search for a free FTP Program. I hope I choice a good one. Its I will know the answer tomorrow after I chat to Ladyjbaers again. So wish me luck to my new project.hehehehe…My son is sick again. He was okay last Saturday to Tuesday and now he has asthma again. I can’t really stop him from playing. How I wish he will not play until he is fully recover. I always feel bad when he has asthma cos he always vomiting. To my son Justin Aiken get well soon. I’ll pray for your fast recovery.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

my love's worry....

My mind is exhaust today I can’t think of what to write for today. Might as well write about what’s on my heart.hehehehe…drama… I received an e-mail from Gvendur. As usual the content of his e-mail is his worries and we had talk about this in our past chat. We agreed that we will be okay. I am 100% sure that we will patch up things on Saturday and solve his worries like we did in our past problems. I know for the fact that love is not all happiness and joy. Loving someone is a package deal. It is joy, problem, and pain rolled into one. I know a number of problems will certain come in our way and I am confident that we will survive it by help of our God. We have been in this relationship for almost 2 years now. We had surpassed problems that block our way. Woaahhh….enough of this drama stuff…..hehehehe.ohh before I park my keyboard I want my love to know that you are the best thing happen to me and u know how much I love you …..

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

a day full of action...

What a panicky situation to start my day. It was 3 o’clock in the morning when I heard noise from outside our house. My mother and I thought it is her brother who is screaming so we immediately go and check it through our door. When the noise continues my mother decided to go out to check what’s happening and I directly followed her with my elder brother. Only to find out that my uncle scream cos a crazy man with axe and knife (long knife) wanted to enter their house. Thanks God he manages to stop the crazy man for entering their house. I am really anxious when I heard that a crazy man is in the neighborhood. I instantly remembered what happened when a crazy lady spanked me while waiting for my group mate’s ways back in college. So I really had a bad experience toward mentally ill person. Anyway go back into the crazy man, a police man follow to capture the crazy man. After I heard that the crazy man is not yet captured I immediately go back to our house and called my mother to go inside too. Then I check the door in our kitchen since we don’t have proper luck on it and ask my brother to have it tied. While checking the door in our kitchen I heard a woman in our neighborhood yelling asking for help cos someone is in their house. And it was the crazy man.Good he doesn’t have this knife and axe with him instead he get the rooster of the neighborhood. I don’t want to imagine what would happen if he still have the knife and axe. I am too sleepy and I need to have some sleep I almost forgot that we need to clean our Barangay hall with some other barangay officials. Wooaaahh….the weather is good. And it is really hot but then I don’t have any choice but to do my job. I am planning to call someone to do the cleaning for me but my brother is not at home. Anyway we are done before lunch and we had a good lunch courtesy of our Barangay Chairman. Hehehehehe….after I ate I go home and have some sleep and wake at around 5.30 PM. And my day full of action ended.

Monday, September 17, 2007

a day of surprises..

Yesterday is indeed a day of surprises for me. First, I had this nomination for Filipino blog of the week, this is really a big surprised since I didn’t apply for this nomination I just read it on my tagboard. I tried my best to move the voting poll from talksmart site to my blog. Finally I did it after many try.hehehe…thanks for beliving to the motto "try and try until you succeed". heehe....Another surprised came in the afternoon. One of my best friends way back on college called up. I thought it was my love cos the number displayed on my mobile phone screen is from outside the country. I almost yell when I heard her voice cos I know then that she is in Hongkong. Anyway I am happy for this fellow she really needs a good income for her family. Her father is a victim of stroke and can not work back again. So much for this surprises…… my new blogger friend Trinity ask me if I can post the prayer of Yah and I said to myself why not. So here is it.Anyway Yah's cough is a result of a having a spot on her lungs and I think she need to take medicine for 6 months and in between this period she must not miss to take her medicine. So please lets continue to pray for the past recovery of Yah.Support Yah and Wan

Sunday, September 16, 2007

surprised...please vote me

Hello everybody..i am my love called up very early and I decided not to go back to sleep instead I open my pc and visit my blog. Oohhh I am surprise when I read that my blog is nominated for Filipino blog of the week. I just started blogging and I am already nominated. My hardship, sitting on front of the pc for hours to make my blog nice is rewarded.hehehehe….also make a reason to continue blogging.To vote please visit talksmart site to vote its gven-rose. thanks for voting... I will really appreciate your vote. Finally i managed to put the voting poll here in my blog after trying hard on how to do it. hope this will help my visitors to vote. good luck to me...

Saturday, September 15, 2007

just to update

Its Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucketand the time is eleven ten in the morning and I am having my coffee. Hehehehe….my son is okay now although he still have his cough important is he not vomit when he eat. But ohh…my nephew had fever last night. For few days he was has a cough. This will be my first post using this cute pixel I saw on the net. It’s more than a week since I last saw my love. I really miss him so much. I did not hear his voice last night.huhuhu…..but he sent sms last night that is better than nothing.hhehehe…anyway i will see him onPhoto Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket for sure it will be great. Good luck to me hopes these pixels will work on my blog since I am using MS word. Hehehehehe…it is easier to paste this graphics. credit for the weekdays pexils is from wigglenose

Friday, September 14, 2007


Thanks god its Friday….yesterday we visited a cousin who just had delivered her baby boy. When I arrived at home I open my pc and search site doing pixels. I discovered this work of art last Wednesday and they just catch my attention. And I craving to make my own pixels.hehehehehe….I hope somebody will answer me and give tips on how to do these cuties pixels. I am keeping my fingers cross. Oohhhh…the other night Gvendur called up. Maaaahhgoossshhh… I really miss his voice nahhh….not only his voice but his smile, the way he tease me, our chit chats, but of course not the lover’s hahahahaha…..i was over whelming when i heard his voice phone.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

guilty and not guilty...

The promulgation of the Anti- grafts court decision for the plunder and perjury filed against former President Joseph Ejercito Estrada and his son Sentor Jinggoy Estrada and Atty Serapio. Joseph Estrada is judged guilty for the plunder case and sentenced of reclusion perpetua , six years after he was ousted by People’s Power and found innocent for the case of perjury. On the other hand his co-accused in the plunder case his son Senator Jinggoy Estrada and Atty. Edward Serapio were found innocent. I can not say that I am happy and not happy about this decision. I only pray that this will create rallies and snag in our country. We all know that despite of his so called bad imagine he has still this charisma to the MASA. Does this decision will help our economy? I really hope so…..

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

The check up went good. My son was given cefalexin, paracetamol and salbutamol he will have his following check up on Friday or Saturday. I was just amazed when his pediatrician said that he is over weight. So I am thinking to minimize his milk in take.hehehehe

dropping by...

Just arrive home from a boring meeting conducted by the Bureau of Internal Revenue. It is all about how to fill up the forms when remitting the tax. If I only knew that the meeting is all about that I will not attend then. Hehehehe…. Simply because I knew how to fill up the forms. Maybe the meeting was conducted cos some treasurer doesn’t know how to fill up the form. Anyway need to go now I will bring my son to his pediatrician cos he have cough and fever. Hope he will be okay

Monday, September 10, 2007

good news.....

When I check my mobile this morning I am very happy that Gvendur send me sms. Ohhh but I know for my self that sms is not enough but better than nothing.hehehehehe…hence he is not allowed to call anybody. Anyway he said in his sms that I will see him next week..yehheyyyy……good for me. But then again its just Monday hehehhehehe…so long time to wait…well important is he will go out early that I knew. My life is not the same without seeing him and hearing his voice.oohh im sure I will hear his voice this week…I am really excited. And soon we will be in each other’s arms..yehheyy….hahahahaha….

Sunday, September 9, 2007

Hoax letter of Art Bell

This letter is spreading the world for sometimes now. This was posted in my friendster group. At first I hate Art Bell for being such a ghastly guy. But after knowing that this is a fraud letter I salute him. Anyway Art Bell is an American broadcaster and author. He was married to a Filipina two times after his first Filipina wife died. So how can he be awful to Filipinos that he can’t resist the beauty of a Filipina? click the link to read more about Art Bell.
Filipinos... ..*make me puke* (Art Bell)
As we've all come to notice, in the past few decades, Filipinos have begun to infest the United States like some sort of disease. Their extensive involvement in the U.S. Armed Forces is proof of the trashy kind of qualities all filipinos tend to exhibit on a regular basis. You can see this clearly by studying the attitudes and cultural Icons of most Filipino Americans. Origins of Pinoys/Pinays: Are they really asian? Well we've come to accept the fact the filipinos come from a part of the world known as South East Asia . But the term " Asia " is used in the wrong way. You may notice that contemporary Filipino Americans try very hard to associate themselves with groups that we know as Asian. I cannot count the number of times I have seen a ' Third World ' Filipino try to connect themselves to the chinese or Japanese people. There is no connection and here's why. The Philippines is a Third World country. Nothing respectable has EVER been created by Filipino people during our entire human history. Young filipino men in America have become obsessed with "import racing". They have an enormously perverted affection for Japanese cars. It's a common phenomenon. In their minds, these Filipinos somehow believe that they are asian and that it somehow connects them to Japanese people and japanese cars. They often take credit for the ingenuity of Japanese people and say how it's an " Asian thing". This term..."Asian thing" derived directly from African American slang "black thang". "It's a black thang." "It's an asian thang." You can see the connection. It's even funnier that, in Japan , Filipinos are heavily discriminated against. The only filipinos that can live successfully in Japan are the filipino prostitutes. But that's the case for most Filipino people no matter where they live in the world. Now we've come down to this fact...and it is a fact. Nothing in Filipino Culture can be seen as Asian. They have no architectural, artistic, or cultural influence which is in ANY way, asian. Thinking of the great countries in Asia such as Japan , Korea , and China there is no way you can possibly connect the Philippine Islands. This assault by filipino americans to connect themselves with the great peoples of North East Asia is foul and disgusting. Try visiting a young filipino's web site too. You'll see something called the "Asian IRC Ring". It has to do with the chatrooms. The most horrible thing about this is that these TRASHY people are trying to associate themselves with Asia again!! People in Asia don't act like this at all. What we are seeing here is the natural Filipino in its element with full access to technology and this is how they act! You will consistently see this behavior over and over again. Another interesting thing is that these "thirdworld" people also frequent RC chatrooms such as chinese japan and asian. They must believe that they are somehow related racially or culturally to North Asians. But it's completely WRONG! There might have been some distant contact With China and even less with Japan during World War II, but these people are actually more closely related to african americans and Mexican americans. Do the parents of these young filipinos know what's going on? Would they accept this? I believe that they would and do. This is the natural "Trash" element in filipinos manifesting itself. Nothing good has ever come from Philippines and I don't believe anything good ever will. Recognizing your Roots (A Message to Filipinos). To all filipino people: Please recognize your ROOTS! You come from the Third World ! You country is a disgusting and filthy place. Most people there live in poverty! Your culture has MUCH MORE SPANISH influence than chinese, and absolutely no JAPANESE influence whatsoever. People in Japan and China , do not act like you. They do not constantly talk about sex and they have a MUCH HIGHER level of RESPECT for each other. There is NO WAY that you can connect yourself to Asia other than location. Your culture and technological advancement does no! t even come CLOSE to What Chinese, people have done in the past and what Japanese and Korean people are doing now! Everything you do is distinctly filipino. You cannot take credit for Japanese cars, video games, or Hentai! It's not an "asian thing" it's an "American thing". You have no concept of concept of asian ideas or asian philosophy! Can you demonstrate how you use Confucianism or Taoism in you everyday life?? You can't. And you will NEVER be able to. I understand that you are trying to create an identity for yourselves as young people... but it is NOT related to Asia . Your Identity is Filipino. That's all you are. Just Filipino. Think about what that means....

Saturday, September 8, 2007

an honest mistake?

Few days ago a mistake happened on one of the segment of Wowowie it’s their new game Wilyonaryo. What happened is there were two numbers in one of the box. The management did not explain regarding this mistake not until Joey de Leon of the rival station saying awful words to the wowowie show. But then I believed to Wellie Revillame that he did not deceive his audience and followers. I always like wowowie because they help lot of people. And they had a lot of fun. With regard to this mistake the MTRCB chairman call the attention of willie and joey because they are exchanging words that is not good for the viewers. Revillame was in attendance but de Leon was not. Revillame promise he stop saying words against de leon. And is willing to reconcile to de leon. On the other hand Joey de Leon did see to the chairman of the MTRCB and he says he is willing to reconcile to Willie Revillame but with his conditions..huh? I don’t know why he wants that. anyway I just wish this mistake will be fix soon..

Friday, September 7, 2007


my aunt asked me to go with her and her husband to the beach. i had a second thought if will go because it was really hot and i wanted to sleep. lol....but my aunt really wanted me to go and my son is pushing me. hehehehhe...will i did not regret going although it was hot.. and humid son did had a great time. hehehe...

miss you...

nah.... i am missing my love very much..... and i still need to wait more than 2 weeks until i see him...huhuhuhu.....

Thursday, September 6, 2007


Just want to drop some line before I go sleep. I am too sleepy today I got home from the hospital to accompany my uncle’s step daughter. She is supposed to give birth but she has having a hard time. When I enter to the labor I remember all the hard time and pain I had when I gave birth to my son. Just the thought of the two days labor before the doctor decided to endues me. And my god… the pain is double when you have the normal labor. My eyes really need to have some rest and my brain is sleepy too. Hehehehehe….

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

thanks god....

My mother is a great mother for me. When they separated with my father she was working hard to send us to school and most of all to earn a living for us. And when she complained about her breast I wanted her to bring to specialist. Last Wednesday we visit a specialist to know if she is okay. She was asked to have a series of test and her doctor advice him to have a pap smear. This morning we had the results of my mother test. And I am relieved that she is fine. Although she had an infection but the specialist said that she will be okay after taking the prescription. She is advice to go back next week for her follow up check up. I am really thankful after her doctor read the result. She had been working so hard for our living. How I wish she will always be in a best of health.

Monday, September 3, 2007

tips to have a long relationship

Have you asked your self what to do to have a long relationship? Will here is some I hope it will help answer your question.

  • Accept the Short comings None of us is perfect. Some of us have a high level of expectations to our partner. And expect to be love the way they are. So if they are always late in your meetings, then plan your schedule half hour from the real time. Don’t bla bla too much why he/she is late. Anyway they want a partner in life not a new mother and father. You have to accept your partner the way he or she is - and find ways to deal with the issues in a way that is not water torture for you.
  • Admitting your wrong arguing is a fraction of a relationship. Sometimes couples are just arguing any stuff. This most likely is a small argument. At the end the arguments is not solved, one of them is going to notice that it’s their fault for even starting this argument and admit its his/her fault and ask forgiveness.
  • Agree to Disagree We are all different. It can happen that your partner doesn’t want to eat all the food you want to eat. Or wear a perfume that you don’t like. And there is nothing wrong with that you can’t force him/her to eat this or to wear this because it’s her own personality. You just need to accept for what he/she is and respect each other. Agree that you both have a point of view. It’s not good to turn your partner to be carbon copy of your
  • Do Not Shout Good relationships are between best friends who love and respect each other. Shouting involves intimidating or being louder than the other person to drown them out. This isn't a sign of respect by any stretch of the imagination. If either of you begins to shout or in any way emotionally or physically abuse the other person, call a time out. Say you'll discuss it later. Don't be mean about it - the aim here is to respect each other. Don't dismiss the other person's concerns! Say that this is important to you, this is important to them, and your best chance of actually finding a solution is to talk about it in a little while. Then go for a walk, go for a bike ride, go find some way to de-stress and encourage your partner to do the same. When you discuss the issue later, it should be easier to find a solution that works.

  • Forgive Forgiving someone that you really love is easy. As long as the one asking for forgiveness is serious and came from the bottom of the heart. And you should understand why he did something or said something. Try to believe and trust him.
  • Open Communication Communication is an important instrument to have a great relationship. Absence of communication might bring one relationship to be rocky. So try to at least call everyday or send a message.
  • Tell him how you feel Make sure you tell your partner how you feel, and don’t say things that you don’t mean. Try not to say no when your partner ask favor to you. Hehehehe….
  • Have time Sometimes we are too busy that we don’t have time for each other. Being together is a great impact for a relationship. Try to have time for each other as possible.
  • I Love You Don’t forget to say the magic word everyday. Saying “I LOVE YOU” is an assurance they he/she still own you.

Sunday, September 2, 2007

missing my love Gvendur

I am sad today; yes you read it right I am really sad cos I miss my love Gvendur so much. I haven’t seen him for a couple of days and I am not used to that. For the past few days my love is always on my mind. I just am thinking our happy moments on chat and reading his previous sms and more specially thinking that after this we will have no time to miss each other cos we will be together. Just be good in there love and I’ll still be yours when u come back. I love you my love

Saturday, September 1, 2007

christmas spirit...

Its 1st of September, the ber month now start. And this is indicating that the Christmas is fast approaching. Christmas season is always my favorite season every year. Not for the gifts that I will receive. But it is more of the Christmas spirit. We used to do caroling. I have happy and funny experience during Christmas season. I am always looking forward to the “simbang gabi”. So far my happiest Christmas was last year, cos after many years nanay is celebrating Christmas with us. We are very happy while watching kids opening thir gift from Gvendur (my love) on the midnight. And I really hope my Christmas this year is more than happy. I mean I will celebrate it with my love and my family. I have been dreaming that to happen.